hetaliais

Hey guys, so I've decided to abandon this account and start a new one. I wanted to make the new account because this one reminds me of me weeaboo days. I wont be deleting this one because I want to be able to look back and laugh at how stupid I was as a child. Anyway, my new account is . I'll see you there.

So, I recently created a youtube account and very quickly got into an argument with a guy who said that fat shaming is great because it makes fat people want to lose weight, I'm fat so I obviously got angry, anyway, near the end of the convo all he knows about me is that I'm a teen who lives in Australia, is overweight, has anxiety and depression and nyctophobia and likes calling him an asshole. One of the last things he says to me is 'Well then use daily work-outs as a drive for getting out of the spiral. I'll even hit you one better and we can work-out together on skype some time. ' Just before this I mentioned that my depression was like a hopeless spiral. His comment creeped me out, mostly because he is asking to skype with a teenage girl who obviously doesn't like him, before this he was calling me 'fattie' and because of that winky face. The winky face set off my creep alert. I then said to him 'What's with the winky face? I don't know why but it creeps me out a little', he then said 'I give up........ Have a nice life.' Am I overreacting or does this guy seem creepy to you. If you want proof I can PM you the video and tell you which usernames to look at.

Hey guys, so, I got an Xbox 360 for Christmas, all new, never been opened. Today, I set it up, I followed the instructions exactly. I have all the cords where they should be, I then switched the TV to the channel that it should work on, AV1, but the screen is black, the only thing on the screen other than blackness, is AV1. I need help, I've already used Google multiple times, please help! I am getting really frustrated, if it helps, my TV is a Panasonic flat screen. Any help will be appreciated.

Okay, so, when I was just starting school I was all excited and gung-ho for it, this was because I was good at it, but now, I'm in year 7 and I'm beginning to hate school, I'm overwhelmed by it, especially by the maths, there's times where I will stare at a maths question and think 'What the fuck is this bullshit?!' I've actually started crying from the stress, I'm un-able to sleep, you might think that I'm being a Drama Queen, but it's not just the maths, I'm also starting to have more trouble in English and Spelling, ENGLISH AND SPELLING!! Ever since I was in KINDERGARTEN those were what I was best at, now I'm getting stressed out from it, in Spelling there are words I have trouble with and words I don't know the meaning of, like Xenophobic, I found out what it meant a couple days ago, with school, after other subjects got too difficult, English and Spelling were the only things I had left, now it has been cruelly ripped away from me, I now have nothing at school that makes me stand out, when I was younger I got my confidence from the praise that my Spelling and English abilities earned, I thrived on the fact that some people needed MY help, I felt needed, special, but now a student called Aaron is the new 'Smart kid', hardly anyone asks me for help with their work, when we were learning maths terms and the word Hypotenuse came up I hoped someone would say that I knew it, they said "I bet Aaron knows it!" They didn't think to consider that maybe the curly blonde haired girl, who people would usually call 'Smart' knew it, they seemed really, really surprised when I said it right, and to think, just last year most of the students and teachers thought that I was really smart, last year students were surprised if I didn't know how to spell something, now they don't even seem phased if I can't spell something, I hate it, I used to be the young genius that people would flock to if they needed help with school work, now, I'm just some overweight loner, nothing special, nothing interesting, just, below average.

Well, this was depressing...


Feeling: Apathetic
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: A large bottle of Black & Gold Apple juice
Watching: Austin & Ally
Playing: Dragon Quest V: Hand Of The Heavenly Bride

Okay, so, I have obviously been sick for the last few days, I've had a stuffy nose, a sore throat and a sick stomach, I've also been eating less, I've barely eaten three meals a day, and those that know me would know that I usually have a lot of snacks, and I haven't even had them, when I had my kick-boxing my trainer, Jen, noticed I was more pale than usual, on our recent overnight bushwalk I was snoring, which is something I NEVER do, even though I'm clearly unwell, whenever I mention the fact that I'm not well my grandma say, "You're going to school", even if I ask for some medicine she says that, I mean, if I want medicine I want to get better and GO to school, then there's this girl in my class, she is rarely ever at school, and when she is she gets to school by lunchtime, and just about every time she looks perfectly healthy, I would expect her to at least show SOME signs of remaining sickness, it's ridiculous, if she can stay home healthy for nearly the whole day, I can stay home sick at least until recess.